Sweet Thoughts

Memories of You

Today, You visited my mind again but I will admit it makes me smile and

happy coz you know you will always be special no matter what. I was

bored and I decided to read those messages that you left

and somehow I know to myself that I already moved on coz

every time you visited my mind I never felt the sadness, the hurt and

the headache that brings in me before. Reading your messages makes me

smile and my mind run a happy scenery always, seeing your lovely face

with a smile.



I just hope that during those time, even its just a short period,when

god brought our path together I make you happy, makes you feel special

in a very simple ways, put laughter on your sweet face when we are

talking and i know i made you smile coz i heard you laughing all the

time and I felt that as well. I felt  your honesty, your sincerity 
and most specially the love and care that

you gave.




I know many will not understand this just you and me and I want you to

know that you will always be a treasure in my heart.



You are such a good memories on my part and you will always be my

beautiful Angel. Just pray to god to send me another beautiful person

with a golden heart like yours…i know you are one in a million and i

will never ever encounter a person like you do but i do hope for the

best and i know you will guide me and take good care of me no matter

what.



Thanks for the good memories....i will treasure that forever..

i couldn't be thankful enough for your presence in my life. i've been through this a lot with you but i can't seem to reach an end to this. everything reminds me of you now and it has become an endless quest for answers i know i will never get. the weather seems to understand the way my emotions feel. the grayish sky compels me to crouch under my shell and hide from any more chills. hah! even that reminds me of how your warm touch used to sweep over my shivering skin. oh ishhh! im just sleepy. nytie!

" the need to find another human beung to share one life with has always puzzled me... maybe I am interesting all by myself....With that means, may you find as much happiness with each other as I find it on my own..."



see, its not that bad being single 

feels like the first time.. kamiss tumambay dito ah..   ahmm, ala lang.. walang maisip? type nalang kung ano laman ng utak!  eto na! 


“Pag hindi ka mahal ng mahal mo wag ka magreklamo. Kasi may mga tao rin na di mo mahal pero mahal ka.. Kaya quits lang.”   

“Kung dalawa ang mahal mo, piliin mo yung pangalawa. Kasi hindi ka naman magmamahal ng iba kung mahal mo talaga yung una.”   

“Huwag na huwag ka hahawak kapag alam mong may hawak ka na.”   

“Huwag mong hawakan kung alam mong bibitawan mo lang.”    

“Lahat naman ng tao sumeseryoso pag tinamaan ng pagmamahal. Yun nga lang, hindi lahat matibay para sa temptasyon.” 

Hindi ko maintindihan yung ibang tao na sinasaktan ang sarili nila para sa iba pang tao.

Yung iba naman, dahil sa sobrang depresyon daw.

Yung tipong sobrang sakit na ng nararamdaman nila eh, sinasaktan nila yung pisikal na sarili nila para daw malabas lahat ng sakit. Ewan ko.

Basta ako, nalungkot na rin ako minsan.

Todo-todo rin pero never kong inisip saktan ang sarili ko hindi dahil sa makasarili ako at hindi ko kayang gawin yun, hindi rin dahil sa takot ako sa matatalim na bagay.

Oo takot ako sa ganung bagay pero hindi yun ang dahilan.

Simple lang. Alam mo kasi, kahit saktan mo ng saktan ang sarili mo, hindi ibig sabihin eh, hindi ka na masasaktan ng iba.

Hindi rin yan pagpapakabayani noh!

Binabaril sa Luneta yang mga ganyan. Joke lang! Ang ibig kong sabihin, wag ka nang magpakamartir.

Pag masakit na masyado, tama na!

Matuto ka rin dapat tanggapin na ang PAIN ay laging nandiyan para maappreciate mo yung RELIEF.

Paano mo nga naman malalaman na kaya kang PAGHILUMIN kung hindi ka NASUSUGATAN? Two sides kasi yan palagi.

But never, ever do that to yourself.

Sarili mo nga kaya mong saktan, what more kung ibang tao na yan? So matuto kang mahalin muna ang sarili mo para magawa mo ring mahalin ang ibang tao and in return, mamahalin ka rin nila.

Issshhhh..tupid!

andito ka lagi, kasi di mawala..

sabi ko i got over you, hindi pala..

let's not bring the past back anymore kako..

yun pala sarili ko ang aking niloloko..

i don't want to remember the thing we used to be..

pero bakit nandito ka?nananatili?

akala ko akin ka pa..

yun pala isang maling akala..

nasaan ka na?ang sakit wala ka na..

ano na ako kung wala ka?

siguro kailangan ko ng mag move along..

at tapusin na itong mga tanong..

ayokong maging man who can't be move..

kahit na iniwan mo akong puso'y durog..

di na ako aasa pang muli..

ngunit hindi kita malilimutan..

kasi you're a part of me..

there may be a time when i acted like a coward, i couldn’t let you meet my world we couldn’t dance freely in the air walk together in the rain, play, laugh, enjoy the music, feel the warmth of the sun and get hurt together.. stagger say “its okay baby, ill be there when you fall” hold each other’s hands shield each other’s dreams we couldn’t.. cause i couldn’t.. i couldn’t let this sphere know you, feel you, adore you and recognize you. i am bit a coward, i have labeled you with numbers, bordered you with letters, no pictures just these vague images portrait created with words. i placed you inside my poetry but never took you for a walk outside these solid bulky wall. i placed you inside boxed, captured, imprisoned and i made you my master piece, i was misguided won’t be wrong again this time.. i will make you fall for me, not with numbers, letters, figures or fusion of words.. i will kiss you.. instead of saying I LOVE YOU,  i will hug you.. instead of this I MISS YOU line, i will hold your hand.. instead of overusing I CARE, i will touch you often.. we will be talking rather than arguing..

i will make this happen

i will make you fall for me again

i promise..

You, do you remember me?

Like I remember you?

Do you spend your life

Going back in your mind to that time?

?Cause I, I walk the streets alone

I hate being on my own

And everyone can see that I really fell

And I?m going through hell

Thinking about you with somebody else

Somebody wants you, somebody needs you

Somebody dreams about you every single night

Somebody can?t breathe, without you it?s lonely

Somebody hopes that one day you will see

That somebody's me, that somebody's me...

Bakit ang hirap mag mahal? hahays.. am i not over her.. tsk tsk tsk.. yung feeling na puro bitter ang nagagawa mong story.. yun feeling na naging broken na ang topic ng story mo...yung feeling na hindi mo makuhang magmahal ng iba dahil siya pa rin ang mahal mo yung feeling na ang sakit malamang may mahal na siyang iba pero patuloy ka paring nagmamahal sa kanya yung feeling na ito, mukha kang tanga.. PUTCHA.. yan!! this feelings is totally a SH*t dude! paturo namang makalimot oh paturo naman yung puso kong magmahal ng iba ang bobo ehh..tigas ng ulo...

Darating ang araw. ikaw na ang makakatabi kong matulog. Magka-yakap buong gabi. kasama kitang magpupuyat, kasi pinagku-kwentuhan nating yung mga araw na nagkakilala tayo. Yung mga araw na kinukulit mo ko. at mga araw na iiyak ako kapag galit ka sa akin. Ang sarap siguro ng feeling na magising sa umaga. mukha mo una kong makikita. Pero kapag nagising ka. wala ako sa iyong tabi. ‘Wag kang mag-alala. Nasa kusina lang ako. Pinaglu-luto kita. ♥ ♥ ♥

Hey you, come over and let me embrace you

I know that i'm causing you pain too

But remember if you need to cry

I'm here to wipe your eyes

And i've been fall your falling sleep

I run my thought across your cheek

Just cry 'cause i'm here to wipe your eyes

I know I made you feel this pain

You gotta breathe, we'll be okay

Just cry 'cause i'm here to wipe your eyes