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morning blog.. bilar na nman.. kakaisip.. bkt kaya?! kpag commited ako sa isang tao, bigla nlang nwawala.. i hv been n 4 serious relationshp, ol of dem r LDR. pero bgo sila lumayo, always mgkasama..laging masaya ng dumting ang pnahon na kailangan cla lumayo bcoz of personal reasns.. 2 of dem went to manila, study.. d odr 1 s went 2 cdo, n'cut ang comm. and no news 4 almost 9 to 10 months.. nd ang current gf, nsa malaysia.. mas lalo akong nging seryoso to ds girl.. she's nw n malaysia, her mom get her 2 stud der.. s ds a punishment? or wt? i cnt understand y s ds hapenin 2 me.. ive nvr fool a grl b4 wen it cmes 2 relationshp.... m afraid of karma.. bt ds current gf of mine, she does a lot of changes on me.. nd 4 me? i dnt thnk i help change sumthng on her, i gve her so much pain cz of being pasaway.. Ol i did s to let hr down, bt i want her.. i ned her.. nd i love her.. f only i am a superman, i could fly evrynyt jst 2 see her.. if only i could.. i miss her so much.. I want her 2 stay..