when i sleep

i find respite when i sleep… it gives me a sense of relief as i ran away from my problems and my heartache… last night, i dreamt about you again… it was a nice dream, it was happy but i got awakened, i hope i didn’t though… i have tried not to think about you over the past days but i guess i wasn’t trying hard enough… better luck again today as i try not to miss you… you said i’ll be okay, that i would easily forget you but i still find that hard to believe. so i write hir again, try to pour out my emotions here because i cant talk to anyone, especially those who know me personally…  hahays! why is it that come out this way..