Wednesday, April 27, 2011

tired of looking at your photographs smiling at your latest craze you can change the things you say and do... but nothing can change the fact that you are sadly deranged and i want nothing to do with you, no more hot tears and pride...  im moving on to a better place nightmares dont arrive when i see your face cannot hold on to a bittter past candles like us were never meant to last maybe you were right and i was wrong but nonetheless this is my final about you.... tired of thinking about your memories after all that we've been through nothing can change the fact that i walked the path and i was happy to see it through... xhet! kainis.. ang tanong sa sarili ko.. kung kaya ko bah?? 

Tuesday, April 26, 2011

to be happy in life, its our choice.. but to be happier, it is always our decision.. nice qoutes... :D

para sa taong malapit sa akin.. 

i know u weren't mine, and u will never be mine again; u can't be mine. maybe i once owned u, but it was just for a while.. too sad it didn't even last, coz everywhere i go.. there's someone owning u. so, i'll just let u go.. even if it's soooo hard for me to do. : s a d : 

Saturday, April 23, 2011

voices in my head..

i dont know what to think, i dont know what to do. she made me feel complete then she broke my heart in two... i am betrayed, she made a fool out of me despite of that i love her still! oh god! im so stupid!!! i want to scream, i want to kick someone elses ass but it will not make no difference... it will not take away my pain and it will not change the fact that i was betrayed... my heaven is not turning into hell and my beautiful angel turns into a devil. the place where im always at peace is now a place of hatred and pain.
nowhere to go, no place to hide for a guy like me who is tormented by his own memory........

Thursday, April 21, 2011

War of Hearts and Mind

i still can't find truth and peace how will i find my way.. they say love, love without fear s said to be the key but! just look around NO answer to be found..

Wednesday, April 20, 2011

i wish i'm Numb inside
coz i dont' want this feeling,
feeling that i can't hide

:furious: :furious: :furious: :furious:

im tired.. pagod na talaga ako..

maybe parting ways would be better than staying or 

being stuck.

: d e a d n a n a :  : d e a d n a n a :  
: d e a d n a n a : 

"it made me realize, there's no such thing as forever."

Tuesday, April 19, 2011

paano ba kau nagiging masaya? paano ba mag create ng kasiyahan at manatili yun sa inyong isipan? me kasi always bored e. always malungkot... hindi ko alam kung paano maging masaya. napapangiti ako...napapatawa...pero ndi ko maramdaman ang tunay na kasiyahan. paano nga ba??? : c o n f u s e d :  tang-inang buhay toh.. kainis! shit! bwesit!

Sunday, April 17, 2011

maraming nawawala, maraming hinahanap
hindi ka kontento.. hanggang ngayon ganito pa rin ako.

sana may ma iba,sana may magbago
sana umunlad naman tayo, hanggang ngayon pangarap lang ba ito.

gusto kitang makita, gusto kitang mayakap, 
gusto kong maging tayo ulit
hanggang ngayon na lang kita mamahalin

sweet.. pero parang bitter pakinggan.. Argh!! di ko maintindihan..
bahala na!!!
what i really feel??.. i can hide the pain and make others think that i can move on easily, but i can never deny the truth that the person who failed and hurt me, is still the same person I wish to love me.. kainis.. ang aga.. i dream of you kagabi eh..

 :sawi: :pukpok:

Friday, April 15, 2011

hello grengelle, its a while na ah.. i just read this from the internet..

special people are those 
who have the ability to share their lives with others. 
they are honest in word and deed, 
they are sincere and compassionate, 
and they always make sure that love is a part of everything. 

special people are those who have the ability to give to others 
and help them with the changes that come their way. 
they are not afraid of being vulnerable, 
they believe in their uniqueness 
and are proud to be who they are. 
special people are those who allow themselves the pleasure of 
being close to others and caring about their happiness. 
they have come to understand 
that love is what makes the difference in life. 

Deanna Beisser

matanong ko lang.. special ba din ako? lol.. :pukpok:

Sunday, April 10, 2011

Happy Happy 7th monthsary Grengelle! I keep on thanking the lord for giving me such a wonderful and loving blog like you. hahaha.. im glad im sharing my life with you! thanks for making me happy bloggy. i will continue to love you til the rest of my life. I love you I love you I love you and I miss you sooooooooo much dear!

Happy Happy 7th monthsary!!!

Friday, April 8, 2011

Goodnight, I love you, see you in the morning.
whew.. kakapagod.. ang sakit sa mata.. :( ive been sign-up on social networks for the inviting new friends to visits sam's botta site.. hahaha.. :D sayang kaya.. 1 dollar per hour.. lakas kasi  sa manager ng Team Romance in ODesk.. ;) guess who.. si DEAR'Angel koh.. hehehe.. :P ive been creating new accounts to twitter.. myspace.. friendster.. flixster.. tagged.. at ang iba bukas nalang.. sleepy na eh.. and not feeling well pa.. tsk tsk tsk.. oh xei xei.. nytie!!! Grengelle.. Advance nga pala.. Happy Monthsary.. :D

Wednesday, April 6, 2011


i really want to tell you that in personal. 

but i guess i can't layo mo kasi eh, pero sa chat im telling you nman ah.. pero ewan ko lang kung naniniwala ka ba..

however, i wonder if i still come across your mind once in a while.

Sunday, April 3, 2011

im feel so tired and uninspired.. bat kaya gnun. prang khit anong gwin ko hndi ko mgwang mging msya.. prang lging may kulang..

ramdam niyo ba ko?........

i want a new me.

Saturday, April 2, 2011

i want to write something good... however, all i could think is a warm bath, my mess room, bed, pillows... just may be, sleeping will lift my soul... nonetheless, i don’t like to sleep, because i know i will end up creating a dream in which “we” are still the main characters...