im tired.. pagod na talaga ako..

maybe parting ways would be better than staying or 

being stuck.

  

"it made me realize, there's no such thing as forever."

paano ba kau nagiging masaya? paano ba mag create ng kasiyahan at manatili yun sa inyong isipan? me kasi always bored e. always malungkot... hindi ko alam kung paano maging masaya. napapangiti ako...napapatawa...pero ndi ko maramdaman ang tunay na kasiyahan. paano nga ba???  tang-inang buhay toh.. kainis! shit! bwesit!

maraming nawawala, maraming hinahanap

hindi ka kontento.. hanggang ngayon ganito pa rin ako.

sana may ma iba,sana may magbago

sana umunlad naman tayo, hanggang ngayon pangarap lang ba ito.

gusto kitang makita, gusto kitang mayakap, 

gusto kong maging tayo ulit

hanggang ngayon na lang kita mamahalin

sweet.. pero parang bitter pakinggan.. Argh!! di ko maintindihan..

bahala na!!!

what i really feel??.. i can hide the pain and make others think that i can move on easily, but i can never deny the truth that the person who failed and hurt me, is still the same person I wish to love me.. kainis.. ang aga.. i dream of you kagabi eh..

  

hello grengelle, its a while na ah.. i just read this from the internet..

special people are those 

who have the ability to share their lives with others. 

they are honest in word and deed, 

they are sincere and compassionate, 

and they always make sure that love is a part of everything. 

special people are those who have the ability to give to others 

and help them with the changes that come their way. 

they are not afraid of being vulnerable, 

they believe in their uniqueness 

and are proud to be who they are. 

special people are those who allow themselves the pleasure of 

being close to others and caring about their happiness. 

they have come to understand 

that love is what makes the difference in life. 

By:

Deanna Beisser

matanong ko lang.. special ba din ako? lol.. 

Happy Happy 7th monthsary Grengelle! I keep on thanking the lord for giving me such a wonderful and loving blog like you. hahaha.. im glad im sharing my life with you! thanks for making me happy bloggy. i will continue to love you til the rest of my life. I love you I love you I love you and I miss you sooooooooo much dear!

Happy Happy 7th monthsary!!!

Goodnight, I love you, see you in the morning.

whew.. kakapagod.. ang sakit sa mata.. :( ive been sign-up on social networks for the inviting new friends to visits sam's botta site.. hahaha.. :D sayang kaya.. 1 dollar per hour.. lakas kasi  sa manager ng Team Romance in ODesk.. ;) guess who.. si DEAR'Angel koh.. hehehe.. :P ive been creating new accounts to twitter.. myspace.. friendster.. flixster.. tagged.. at ang iba bukas nalang.. sleepy na eh.. and not feeling well pa.. tsk tsk tsk.. oh xei xei.. nytie!!! Grengelle.. Advance nga pala.. Happy Monthsary.. :D

I AM MISSING YOU

i really want to tell you that in personal. 

but i guess i can't layo mo kasi eh, pero sa chat im telling you nman ah.. pero ewan ko lang kung naniniwala ka ba..

however, i wonder if i still come across your mind once in a while.

im feel so tired and uninspired.. bat kaya gnun. prang khit anong gwin ko hndi ko mgwang mging msya.. prang lging may kulang..

ramdam niyo ba ko?........


i want a new me.

i want to write something good... however, all i could think is a warm bath, my mess room, bed, pillows... just may be, sleeping will lift my soul... nonetheless, i don’t like to sleep, because i know i will end up creating a dream in which “we” are still the main characters...