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i just dont know what to do.. i dont even know.. ahhhhh... shit! shit! shit! (T.T) pakenshit!!!!!!

(T.T)

I know all the promises ive broken are useless to count........because there are so many....and im sorry. You do so much for me, and yet it seems i don`t do anything for you. sometimes i think i don`t deserve you, and that you need someone to give you more of whatever it is that you really want. just the thought of you belonging to someone else besides me makes me feel like crying. i hate it when you joke about another guy. i feel like you don`t want me anymore. i think i may have fallen too much in love with you, if there is such a thing. i think i am too attached to you that just because you don`t call or txt me a moment, it makes me cry. If you don`t believe that i love you that much....then don`t. i don`t want you to feel bad when i cry because of you funny isnt it.. guy crying because of a girl.. maybe I`m just too emotional. im sorry that i cry because i want you with me.. im not the kind of person to tell exactly what I`m feeling , but I can try to start. If you think I don`t love you......you are so wrong. i even think i love you more than you love me. I`m trying not to be selfish and to just think of how i feel. i know it sometimes hurts when you think of what you used to have. I`m sorry for interfering with your relationship. are you going to do that to me? PLEASE DONT! when you say im your one and only, I feel loved, but also sadness........Have you said that before? but then i just remember hearing how many times you say that you love me, and that I`m the one for you. there is a saying........... "No person is worth your tears, and the only person who is......will never make you cry." I never want to see you cry dear.. you look so cute when you smile. you make me happy when you are happy. it also hurts to know that i hurt you. im sorry dear. there is one thing i wont be sorry about though. for meeting someone so special as you, to change my life and my world. all that we have been through, even the ones without each other, are all worth the pain. I had to face them. It`s worth everything ive been through...to get me to you. I hope that you understand how I feel now. that I love you, with all my heart, and glad that i met someone as sweet as you. and i hope that you and me, will see forever.......together. 

Confuse.. again..

she's not in a good mood.. i dont know why.. 

Confused

i cant view her blog.. why? it says on the computer.. "

"This blog is open to invited readers only"

i wonder why??? im always watching her blogs everyday and suddenly.. :(

Good Morning..

Each time I text you good morning, it's not just a morning greeting. There's a silent message saying I thought of you as I woke up this morning! Good morning dear... love you always... Happy Weekend dear...

:(

I find it hard to believe

That all the pain that we are feeling

Has some meaning in this world

It's so hard to believe

That everything you see is different

From the things that you've been told

I wanted life to be this way

Just a little bit of love could mean so much

O please don't take it all away

But with you heaven is still close enough to touch

I find it hard to believe

That someone up there is waiting

With arms open wide and smiling

It's so hard to believe

When someone told me that your suffering

Is what you get for living

I wanted life to be this way

Just a little bit of love could mean so much

O please don't take it all away

But with you heaven is still close enough to touch

Because your love is still the only thing

That matters in this world

The only thing I can believe...

Miss ko dear koh.. :(

hey dear.. Nothing... I was just thinking about you, thinking about when you are still hir in pinas.. I miss you... Well, I just wanted to let my emotions out for a while. I just thought that writing my feelings on blog is actually easier, because I didn't have to deal with your reaction(Hahaha)m sorry if thinkin about you makes me want to laugh or cry.. thats all for now i guess.. i love you always dear.. mwuah! mwuah! mwuah!!! i'll be forever yours.. 

Post lang.. ;)

I want to be remembered as the one who makes you mad even when I am super in love with you, and the one who would always makes your day gloomy even when I am happy...

Hindi ako naging love-crazy before,

sa totoo lang, I always thought

people who acted like they were

must be exaggerating a bit.. kaunti lang..

But that was before you came into my life.

grabe ang apekto mo sa akin.. like no one else ever has.

you’ve made me feel like i've never felt before.

I feel like a kid. hehehe.. I think about you all the time.

Kung wala ako sa tabi mo, I want to be. (gaya nito.. nasa malayo ka)

Kung nasa tabi kita, I just cant get enough of you. (before, nung hindi ka pa umalis)

mundo ko has been turned upside down.

Its terrible and its wonderful, and I hope it never ends,

because loving you ay isa sa mga greatest thing thats ever happened to me.

Happy Monthsary Dear..!!! I LOVE YOU!!!

:D i love dear... :D

Sabi ko na nga ba mamimiss na naman kita.
Babasahin ko na naman mga messages mo.
Mga comments na hindi ko alam kung saang planeta galing 
pero maganda naman pakinggan. 
Mga comments na mula sa mga guwapo at mga diyosa? hehehe... 


Sabi ko na nga ba titingnan uli kita.
Pipindutin at hahagurin... lol..  
Hindi kita matitiis eh kasi naman lab kita... sobra..
Araw-araw nasa iyo lang ako palagi... true! 

Adik ako sa'yo ee, anong magagawa ko?
Lab talaga kita. 
Lab Lab na talaga kita.  

For my Dear..

i dedicate this song to my dear'Angel.. Miss her so much.. (T.T)..

I love you.. mwuahhh..

"Dahil sa iyo, ang buhay ko'y nagka-saysay.
Sa malas kong ito, minsan sinwerte din ako.
Nang makilala ang taong tulad mo.

Pasensya na, sana maintindihan mo.
Gusto lang kitang makasamang... muli."

Pagdilat,

Ikaw agad ang hinahanap sa umaga

Nasaan ka na?

Malayo ka pa ba?

Kay tagal ng iyong pagbabalik

Minsan

Nahuhuli ko ang sariling nakangiti

Malayo ang tingin

Malalim ang isip

Kailangang magkita muli

Chorus 1:

Sa pagpatak ng bawat sandali (bawat sandali)

Nakatikom lagi ang aking mga labi (ang aking mga labi)

Inaaliw ang sarili sa musika (sarili sa musika)

Nananabik makapiling ka

Makapiling ka

Pagdungaw,

Meron kayang mabuting balitang darating

Ihahanda ang pagngiti

Kasabay ng pagsambit sa ngalan mo

Pagdating ng sandali

(Repeat Chorus 1)

Lalong lumalapit

Araw ng pagsapit

Di magkukulang

Laging nag-aabang

Chorus 2:

Sa pagpatak ng bawat sandali (bawat sandali)

Nakatikom lagi ang aking mga labi (ang aking mga labi)

Inaaliw ang sarili sa musika (sarili sa musika)

Nananabik makapiling ka (sa pagpatak ng bawat sandali)

Makapiling ka (nakatikom lagi ang aking mga labi)

Makapiling ka (sa pagpatak ng bawat sandali)

Makapiling ka (nakatikom lagi ang aking mga labi)

Pagdilat

Ikaw agad ang hinahanap

Sa umaga...