i couldn't be thankful enough for your presence in my life. i've been through this a lot with you but i can't seem to reach an end to this. everything reminds me of you now and it has become an endless quest for answers i know i will never get. the weather seems to understand the way my emotions feel. the grayish sky compels me to crouch under my shell and hide from any more chills. hah! even that reminds me of how your warm touch used to sweep over my shivering skin. oh ishhh! im just sleepy. nytie!